Is friendship forever

In my past experience has told me that the friendship is no forever but we need friend in our life. Wtihout friend, is it difficult to survive? Sometimes I ask myself is the friend important or not. It is, actually, important. Therefore, I really seldom make a friend in society and FRIEND sometime give the troublesome to you then they will blame you after I help them. I think I am a fool person in this society that always exploited by friend. For example; FRIEND ask for help from me in order to borrow the library book. HE, in fact, has their own ID card and they did not resgister. Later, I can only help him for two times. Because he had ordered the book and the supplier did not come. So, my FRIEND blame me and stop talking with me.

But for me, it is not my fault that I want help to renew the book. On the other hand, a FRIEND word tuns into ENEMY for my life. So, how should I overcome it......haiz. It is no choice because I too believe my FRIEND. The FRIEND we can not choose whether wanna make with him/her because we need the FRIEND to support our business sometime.

That is only one example which i shown above, I had facing the different problem with the FRIEND. So, I very disappointed of myself who really can not trust a FRIEND and I think it will give me some experience to observe how a FRIEND looks like. In my past experience, it can be shown that a FRIEND exploits me to do something for them sometime and then I will reject when they ask me to help next time. Neverthless, I no will to help them anymore they try to avoid me and stop to talk with me. I will think what was happened of the event when I free.

Moreover, I will take the time or before sleep I think back who is fault and to change myself. As the result, I just ignore it what was happened that a FRIEND I will try to forgive them. As a christian, I should forgive them and may GOD guide me and forgive me about my personal style to treat a FRIEND. Whatever it is still a FRIEND or not, I say to myself don't be sad, everything will be all right except FRIEND would not forever untill I leave my life.