The Digital Multimedia make good test failed again, but Mr. Tan gave the chance to do "Make Good Exercise" in order to help passes the coursework mark and seat for the final exam. This is a good idea that Mr. Tan gave us. I hope that I can put more effort to do the best even though I hate this subject.
Moreover, I felt lack confidence of my presentation of the Flash game. Because the flash game which I had done totally not attractive at all. The final exam is coming soon and then OOAD assignment still no yet finish. The 3-tier code which really make me worry because I just went my group member hostel to discuss but they all don't know how to do it and they intend go to the other fren hostel for helping. And then I went back hostel early that would be safe for me at night. On the hand, I really want to learn the 3-tier code, but the time is not available for me.
Thus, I really afraid that my group member will stab behind me which I did not contribute in the 3-tier code......Why I worry so much of this part....? I hope my mind must think in positive way and calm down, don't bother what they said, I just take my initiative to ask about the assignment progress. I hope they can finish it and teach me......
Thursday Morning that is the Briefing Industrial Training for us (Adv Dip yr1), I felt I lack of confident in Industrial Training after the special guest gave the talk and my soft skill not good enough. I afraid I might be failed the interview section. Andrew... Andrew... be strong in your life, don't be afraid. God will guide you (me) everyday.
I hope God can helps me whatever the problem come to me even though I seldom pray for God and I hope He will forgive me.
Saturday, 22 August 2009
Friday, 7 August 2009
Is friendship forever
In my past experience has told me that the friendship is no forever but we need friend in our life. Wtihout friend, is it difficult to survive? Sometimes I ask myself is the friend important or not. It is, actually, important. Therefore, I really seldom make a friend in society and FRIEND sometime give the troublesome to you then they will blame you after I help them. I think I am a fool person in this society that always exploited by friend. For example; FRIEND ask for help from me in order to borrow the library book. HE, in fact, has their own ID card and they did not resgister. Later, I can only help him for two times. Because he had ordered the book and the supplier did not come. So, my FRIEND blame me and stop talking with me.
But for me, it is not my fault that I want help to renew the book. On the other hand, a FRIEND word tuns into ENEMY for my life. So, how should I overcome it......haiz. It is no choice because I too believe my FRIEND. The FRIEND we can not choose whether wanna make with him/her because we need the FRIEND to support our business sometime.
That is only one example which i shown above, I had facing the different problem with the FRIEND. So, I very disappointed of myself who really can not trust a FRIEND and I think it will give me some experience to observe how a FRIEND looks like. In my past experience, it can be shown that a FRIEND exploits me to do something for them sometime and then I will reject when they ask me to help next time. Neverthless, I no will to help them anymore they try to avoid me and stop to talk with me. I will think what was happened of the event when I free.
Moreover, I will take the time or before sleep I think back who is fault and to change myself. As the result, I just ignore it what was happened that a FRIEND I will try to forgive them. As a christian, I should forgive them and may GOD guide me and forgive me about my personal style to treat a FRIEND. Whatever it is still a FRIEND or not, I say to myself don't be sad, everything will be all right except FRIEND would not forever untill I leave my life.
But for me, it is not my fault that I want help to renew the book. On the other hand, a FRIEND word tuns into ENEMY for my life. So, how should I overcome it......haiz. It is no choice because I too believe my FRIEND. The FRIEND we can not choose whether wanna make with him/her because we need the FRIEND to support our business sometime.
That is only one example which i shown above, I had facing the different problem with the FRIEND. So, I very disappointed of myself who really can not trust a FRIEND and I think it will give me some experience to observe how a FRIEND looks like. In my past experience, it can be shown that a FRIEND exploits me to do something for them sometime and then I will reject when they ask me to help next time. Neverthless, I no will to help them anymore they try to avoid me and stop to talk with me. I will think what was happened of the event when I free.
Moreover, I will take the time or before sleep I think back who is fault and to change myself. As the result, I just ignore it what was happened that a FRIEND I will try to forgive them. As a christian, I should forgive them and may GOD guide me and forgive me about my personal style to treat a FRIEND. Whatever it is still a FRIEND or not, I say to myself don't be sad, everything will be all right except FRIEND would not forever untill I leave my life.
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